Scout
I'm disgustingly vain. And self-conscious. I'm indecisive, a pacifist. I'm secretive, stubborn and a bit cynical. I'm outwardly diplomatic. I straddle the fence. Really symmetrical, clean art usually upsets me. I can't wait to paint and design my own home. I plan to live on a budget so I can afford to travel. I read and write a lot, but my tastes embarrass me. I wish I could design my dreams before I go to sleep. I was the most inventive child ever. What happened? I imagine worst-case-scenarios around every corner. I hate that I'm addicted to the Internet. I really do. I might be a brilliant conversationalist, a starlet, a sage philosopher, the messiah. I might not. I adore secrecy. I inspect my nails and stretch and complain with all the conviction of the snob I wish I was. I want to be selfish. I crave love and catharsis and nonsense. I want to answer life’s big questions and make people’s knees buckle.
Sao Paulo, Brasil
Female
California
being an artist.
ambling, art, charades, cooking, eavesdropping, lying, makeup, making faces, movies, music, photography, playing with fire, poetry, reading aloud, regional accents, shopping, snow, spicy food, staring, staying up late, superstitions, theater, traveling, wearing a disguise, winking, wrapping gifts, writing, photography, modeling, making something out of nothing, playing piano/keyboard, songwriting.
anything without meat
Movies that'll make my heart stop, race, scab over, soften, or make funny squelching sounds; quotable, imitable, INimitable, disturbing, or profound
My favorite books have pen markings all over and the best lines, sentences, phrases or theories are highlighted. Anything by Augusten Burroughs or any poetry by P.N.
Songs to sing in the bathroom, to my lover, on a car trip, or underwater; artists who have a point to make, an itch to scratch; lyrics that rhyme and those that don't; music that makes me feel deeply ashamed. I like ALL music, but I am also an extreme metal head. :)