thewhisperingstone said on October 31, 2009

i wish i was a mind reader so that i would hav som kind of hint on what other's do think about me or what thier true intentions are,

i hav such deep feeling for this ine parson that i would like to end mylife w/ for i don't wanna stick around if the ffelings aren't the same both way's i kno the past bring's on old baggage. but that is hat to come if u lived anykind of life.....

i wanna pour my soul out to this person , but how do i go about it if i just come out and say what i want it could push them away and that is by far not what i want to do.....

why is it that when i'm around them i feel like a real person not careing about what my surrounding's are or what they contain, i just can't explain........

arter a life that i hav lived i though i was stuck in a rutt but w. a kick in the butt now i kno what, life is or could be about w/ no dought i love her with all i got and thar's not a lie....

as i lie next to her just watch'n her be so peace full, as she sleep's my heart weep's from the pain thati hav heard of the past that she has had and i'm glad to say that isn't me, how could ppl be this way.

a new day start's and u are not here , near me is where i want u to be , and now that ur free i kno there is still shit that isn't in anyone's control, that has a hold on ya , every time i hear ur voice i light up and feel this over welming feeling of comfort and relaxation, the situation that we are in i hope will end and the being afar is not some thing that is going to last long,

i can alway's be my self around ya and that is some thing that i hav never really was able o do but w/ u i nothing is impossible,

why is it that u treate me the way that u do, u don't want nothing out of it except for the same in return and ppl to be just them self's. u av never asked for any thing yet u give what u hav and ask for nothng in return, how is it i never met u b4, and i found u now when i hav ben looking for u my whole life,

seems to me that life is a funny thing . u never really get what u want out of it but u alway's get what u need, atleast that's the way it seem's to me.......,,

if u actually took the time to read this well i hpe i waisted a few more min's for ya hope u enjoyed it.........lol

thewhisperingstone said on November 2, 2009

thanks u all.........it's ben alot going on lately..........and i'm feeling the stress from it..............i'm oging to do what i think i need to do......i just wanna be happy and i ko tha i am not sooooooooo shit is going to change